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| An old 'address label', carefully handcrafted by the Loydster! It was part of yet ANOTHER effort to do something creative for a living-- what turned out to be the LAST try, in fact! It was probably DOOMED from the get-go! Keep 'readin' & scrollin' to find out more about it. |
Here we have another post, about some 'Loydster history'. This time, the 'ol 'way-back time machine' ride, goes back to around 17 years ago-- 2008 - 2010. The economy at the time, was in LOUSY shape! I was 'in between jobs', and in fact was working a temporary job just to pay the bills!
That was when-- at least I thought at the time-- I had an inspiring thought! Why not try (there's those 3 words, I was either thinking- or saying- once AGAIN! More on that little phrase--in a bit!)--- this time in a somewhat different way-- to utilize some of my 'creative drive' and artistic skills, to make a living and (MAYBE) take care of my family?
I'd been up in front of people singing (mostly in the various churches my parents pastored over the years), since I was around 15 years old. I'd also done my fair share of cutting-up and just being a GOOF-BALL-- having that knack for humor that runs DEEP in my family-- in front of folks, since around that same time (early teens, that is!). so.... I figured-- I might as well give a 'humor and music' ministry an honest-to-goodness, all-out TRY!
Earlier attempts at doing creative / artistic stuff for a living hadn't been successful for me (sign-painter / freelance artist, self-publishing comic books, trying to break into radio-broadcasting-- ALL were pretty much a BUST!), AND-- they ALL also started with that 'why not try....' thought or statement from me! BUT-- with THIS idea, I felt like I might have at least a decent chance at making it work! At least my hopes were high about it.
So-- I set to work putting together an introductory letter, and a little cartoon-type of 'flyer' (see below) to send out to churches and organizations---
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| The 'introduction' flyer I put together for the 'funny-singing-guy' effort. I ended up sending out a LOT of these bad-boys! |
Next, I mailed out the 'intro letter / flyer' (in manilla envelopes-- with the above pictured 'Loydster-personalized' address labels attached)--- to close to around 100 churches--- across nearly ALL of Oklahoma. A few were sent off to Kansas & Missouri.
I also managed to talk our own pastor of the church we were attending at the time-- into allowing me to do my first gig, right there at our own church! A kind of proper 'kick-off' of my new 'ministry'-- at least I thought of it as a kind of 'ministry', anyway. I even managed to get a short 'promotional article' ran in the local Bristow newspaper!--
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| A little 'promo-article', ran in the Bristow newspaper-- to 'kick-off' the whole 'Music and humor'-ministry effort! (Not really sure if anybody actually READ it or not!) |
While selecting the various 'southern gospel' type of songs I'd be singing-- and putting together the 'stand up' material for that 'kick off' gig--- I also ANXIOUSLY awaited responses to my 'intro-packages'!
Around this same time-period of 'gearing-up' the effort, I also started up the 'Ferrell Central' blog. It's original focus, was for folks who were getting my 'intro packages, to 'get to know me'-- and what a TRUE geek-a-zoid I was / am! (Hmmm... Sounds kinda like another, later blog that I put up a few years back!)
Oh, and I also worked up an 'event flyer', for churches / etc... to use to announce an upcoming 'appearance' of my little 'one man show'---
Without keeping you in suspense, my TEENY-TINY little group of readers-- AFTER my 'kick-off' event, at our 'home church'--- I received a grand total of.... TWO responses! This was after a good CHUNK of time waiting. Of course, STILL hopeful-- I dutifully traveled to the churches that responded / asked for me to come & do my 'singin' and 'jokin' thingy-thang.
I also brought along the wifey and kiddos with me to each gig. (BOTH engagements were within 50 miles of our home, thank goodness!) It was good to have those familiar faces, looking at me from the audience!
The second of the two churches, actually gave me a pretty decent 'offering' (kind of like 'donations' for a visiting speaker / preacher / singer or group, for those not familiar with how churches work!). BUT-- I was already starting to realize this 'singing funny-guy' effort, was probably NOT gonna pay my bills, OR take care of my family! MORE weeks floated past, with STILL no responses or requests for any appearances.
After a fair sized amount of additional time went by (several months in fact!), my bro-in-law-- who pastors a church up near Joplin Missouri, asked me to come and do my 'little program' for his congregation. The gig went really well-- even though I was only 'paid' with a nice chili-and-hotdogs dinner after the event!
It was at this--what would turn out to be my FINAL gig-- that at least a good amount of the 'stand up' material was recorded by my nephew, Michael (he was running the church's soundboard that evening). I recently dug out of an old storage tote, the old 'recordable CD' that he used that night (and very kindly presented to me, after the event!).
I put the material into my trusty lap-top, and only had to do a small amount of editing (mostly boosting the sound up a bit throughout, and tightening-up some odd pauses here and there). I managed to piece together just under 20 minutes of--- well, what I STILL think is pretty decent comedy!
This recent 'editing session', by the way-- is the FIRST time I've listened to this stuff-- in nearly 16 YEARS! Just after returning from that event in Missouri, was the last time I listened to it.
Speaking of THAT time period (2010, that is)--- for just a bit longer, I held onto a raggedy thread of some hope-- and I was even slightly encouraged by listening to that recordable CD from the Missouri gig-- I even came up with the idea of putting together a CD of the stand up material and maybe 3 or 4 songs. Even going so far as to create some 'cover-art' for it!---
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| The 'cover / jewel-case-art', for the song & comedy CD that ended up NEVER being created! Shortly after tinkering on this group of images, I ended up making the decision to give up on the whole 'music and humor' effort. |
If you slide on down below the little 'retro-microphone', you can click on the link and check out the 'stand up side of things' for yourself! As I mentioned, it runs just under 20 minutes-- broken up into 4 - 5 minute-long 'tracks'. (They simply play one after another!)---
Also, within that same time-frame (the early weeks of January, 2010), and utilizing clips from that same gig at my bro-in-law's church-- as well as some bits of me 'jammin' on some southern gospel tunes-- I put together a 'radio spot' (commercial!). I figured I could maybe submit it to a Tulsa radio station or two, and possibly gain a little attention from it. Just under that BIG cartoon head of me down below, you can click on the link and check THAT out!---
It wasn't long after putting together the above commercial spot, that I ultimately decided to hang it up. Commercial time on radio, while less expensive than TV, was still pretty pricey! Especially for a 'barely-employed' type, like myself! So-- the commercial, needless to say-- NEVER aired. I simply couldn't afford it.
I also NEVER received any further contact from ANYBODY for any kind of engagements. A short time later-- in fact by the early summer of 2010-- I was back working at an industrial job, not far from Tulsa. All the above material went into various totes, which then went into storage. It was time to adjust my focus, (once again, and THIS time for GOOD!) back to just working and taking care of my family!
I also took down the 'Ferrell Central' blog. No use in having a blog out there, focusing on a 'ministry' that longer EXISTED!
Looking back, I can see several reasons why the effort didn't work out. The MAIN one being the ROUGH shape the economy was in, at that time! They say 'timing is everything'. Starting ANY kind of 'venture' like the 'music and humor' ministry thing I was trying to do-- at THAT particular time-- when even CHURCHES were barely staying alive, on shoe-string budgets-- was just ROTTEN timing!
For a good while, I was pretty discouraged and disappointed-- after this last 'creative effort' crashed & burned! In fact, as far as my mental state... it pretty much looked just like THIS guy!---
Fortunately-- 'time', as somebody a whole LOT smarter than me once said, 'eventually HEALS old wounds!' OR-- even disappointments. So, now, over a decade and a half later-- I can pretty much now look back, and just smile and even laugh a little about it all! I can also say, 'hey-- I at least gave it a good shot!' Like I've came to realize about not only it, but ALL of the other creative efforts I've tried over the years--- if I hadn't tried it, I would've ALWAYS wondered... 'what if.....?'
Also, as time's passed-- the unhappy feelings about it not working out like I expected, have given way to just mostly good, positive and even happy feelings! I mean mostly about the handful of folks I was able to reach out to, with a little humor and some music. Just goes to show, I guess-- sometimes even failures in life-- can STILL lead to some GOOD memories!
This post is dedicated to the memory of Mrs. Beverly. She was the church member, at my bro-in-law's church-- who laughed the LOUDEST and the LONGEST! I will ALWAYS remember that GREAT, full-hearted laugh! Her laughter, and the obvious JOY behind it--- will ALWAYS be an EXTRA-special memory for me!